Archive for the ‘Self’ Category

I need my stunnas, the future looks bright

October 3, 2008

I decided to start the application process for Teach For America.  This past month I’ve been thinking and rethinking my next year.  I will be graduating from college, and want to move in a productive direction, of course, that’s left me scared out of my wits — “what am I going to do?!”

After doing more course work and traveling, I’ve realized that I want to play a role in development; be it planning, education, or organizing.  Planning in the sense that I want to be the voice that makes sure that local environmental and social impacts are top priority and will remain so for generations and generations to come — making sure that local ecosystems are left unaffected, and that the local people are receiving the full benefits of development without negative externalities.  All of this done in a manner that sustains itself for the long-term and at lowest monetary and social costs.  I also want to play a part in education.  Sharing and facilitating the things that I’ve learned to empower others is one of the greatest rewards I could get from higher education.  And lastly, being that cohesive piece of building partnerships, gathering resources, and gaining trust is such an important role in what I’m going to school for (environmental sustainability and social justice).

Of course each of these things would be at its optimum if it also allows me to pursue my passion of traveling.  I have such a great interest of seeing the rest of the world.  I’ve spent most of my life on the sunny California coast, and a significant amount on the east coast, but there are so many more places I would love to experience; from Centro America, to South America, South East Asia, the Middle East, India, Africa, and on and on.  I must also not forget that seeing the rest of the U.S., i.e. Hawaii and Alaska, and the South would be awesome as well.  By going to these places, I would learn so much from how things are done in different parts of the world, then take those experiences and add them to my mental toolbox so that I could use them with the other “parts” that I have gathered.

Anyway, I started this blog talking about Teach for America.  There is still much I need to learn about the organization, but I love what they stand for:  providing quality education to underprivileged schools around America.  What an awesome opportunity to spread my wings and put this mind to work.

Active and Diverse Urban Lifestyle Enthusiast

September 16, 2008

Tonight I participated in a ‘cardio go-go’ class.  Really hard being sexy with cheap, shedding boa, sweaty gym clothes, and oh yeah, the whole rest of the gym behind us just staring.  Learned some hot-ass moves though….

Also had the best experience walking back from annie’s.  A dude jumped out from behind a bush on 16th and so. van ness, and scared a scream right out of me, but turns out I scared him just as much because he screamed just as loud and apologized with lots of heart.

I love this city.

Settled in

August 19, 2008

Last night I moved in to my new room in the city.  This was incredibly exciting for me, as I haven’t had my own room for over a year, and so far, so good.

Before packing, I put new photos in my picture frames, reconfigured some wall art, got new bedding, and got rid of almost half of my things.  The ‘new’ room feels great, and I’m even adjusting to this more sophisticated decor.  Needless to say, my cartoon bedding and posters of bands and silly drawings are gone (at least for now, they’re technically still sitting in my parent’s garage).  Right now, I’m torn between having them mail the posters — if I frame them then they’ll totally look legit.

Meditation

July 17, 2008

Today is 17 July, almost exactly a month after coming home. Getting back into the groove of American life has been nice, but at times a bit stagnant.  For the moment, I don’t have many projects going on besides finding housing in San Francisco.  I’ve been thinking about integrating a meditation schedule into my life, this being influenced by life in Hong Kong.

While abroad, I experienced lifestyle changes: the most glaring being that I couldn’t understand people around me.  I’d often find myself lost in thought because I had little distractions around me. I’d watch the news being broadcast on the MTR and I’d speculate what they were saying about the video. Having the thought-space to think without distractions ALL the time was fun (and at times destructive), but nonetheless, great because it was thought coming from within and influenced only by my eyes and not by others’ (except for maybe Yussef’s) thoughts.  In coming back to an English-speaking country, I’ve lost that capability.  I’ve found satisfaction in inner-thought and would like to nourish and develop that exercise.  I’m hoping meditating could do that.

Suggestions on good meditation exercises?